Love Triangle Part 2

So, I know about a month ago, I posted a thing about how my friend liked the same guy I do and how I never told her and pulled an Angelica Schuyler. But, I'm happy to say that I finally came through and admitted to her that I liked him for about two years, and now she's trying slowing but surely to back away since she feels guilty that I liked him for a long time and then she steps in. But unfortunately, that's only one love triangle that ended. Yep, there's another one. Why do I always get caught up in these situations? This is the third love triangle I've been in! So, here's the laydown. I really like this guy at my theatre. He's so sweet, and cute and he's such a pure bean! We're dance partners in one of the musical numbers and he's always starting up a conversation. He even asked to air sip out of my water bottle. And when I was super hungry, he offered me half of his sandwich, which was vegetarian but not vegan. But he was on the right track though! Even though his brain wasn't in the right place, his heart definately was.

Now, the other guy. The guy from school. He likes me. Like, REALLY likes me. The only problem is I don't like him back. I like the guy at my theatre, and this school guy knows that. But I feel like ever since I've mentioned my crush on the guy at the theatre, the school guy has been trying harder and harder to get closer to me. Now, he's pretty sweet too, but I just only see him as a friend. He's extremely clingy, takes things WAY too seriously, always tries to find different excuses to touch me (not sexually but like hugs, or hands or just anything), and stalks me on social media. Literally, I told him I didn't want him to follow my finsta and he went to my friends account and stalked her page til he found my finsta, and I knew at this point he had reached his level of weird. And last year during lunch, he would always come over to my table 10 minutes before the period would end, and sometimes I would be nice and tell him to sit. But sometimes I wouldn't because my friends and I are talking about something personal but he would just plop himself right next to me and try to shove himself in our conversation. And this year, he sits at my lunch table so there's no escaping him now.

Ok, so here's where the major trouble comes in. On Friday, (I'm just gonna call them Lunch Boy and Theatre Boy) Lunch Boy had a note he wrote and he said he expressed all his gratitude towards all of us at the table. But I know what's really in that letter. He's going to express his friendship to everyone else but confess his love to me. He didn't read it on Friday because one person was missing, but now that leaves me with more time to think about that note and what to say. I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to tell him I don't feel the same way about him. And especially if he does it in front of everyone at the table, it's going to be embrassing for both of us. And I know some of you are like "well ice, you don't know for sure if he likes you, he might just want to be friends" no, honey, I know for damn sure he likes me because he makes it so obvious. Like I said, he's too clingy to me, he's always trying to find ways to touch me, and I even got one of my friends who has spanish with him to make him admit that he likes me. Of course, I wasn't there, but I believe him because it all makes sense. And not only that, I can tell everyone else at my lunch table knows too because they're always hinting at it and I have to act like I don't know because I want to steer away from the topic.

Of course these two guys don't know each other (thank celestia), but I feel like it people knew Theatre Boy at least a little bit, they'd understand me and maybe Lunch Boy would leave me alone. And here's the thing, since everyone at my lunch table knows Lunch Boy likes me, they're always trying to get me to like him, even though I've mentioned several times that I like Theatre Boy! Everytime I talk about Theatre Boy, they always try to be like "hey get yourself a guy like Lunch Boy" or something and it's so annoying that my friends can't respect my love life! I know what I want, and I know who I love! I can't pretend to love Lunch Boy because it wouldn't make me happy! But I guess my happiness means nothing to my friends, I guess Lunch Boy's feelings are worth more than mine. Anyway, I'm just so flustered about the whole thing and the whole note situation with Lunch Boy, I'm not ready for that. I'm debating just sitting somewhere else, but they might see me walk away since they sit in the front of the lunch room. If anyone is still reading and has any advice, I could really use some ;-;